And so we smile

Friday, January 27, 2006

(addition) Hate pissing/ putting off people by talking too much. Really hate it. Wtvr I must change it in time for the new year. Screw me, change!

This was a bad week, yeps except for yesterday's hilarious movie. I think the school will make us relearn public etiquette by any (very likely) chance that the other cinema-goers complain about our um awfully loud and out-of-spot laughing. But still, it isn't our fault that Memoirs of the Geisha comes up with disgusting -censored- scenes that makes us think of PG-13/ NT-13 no teenagers under 13, has funny geisha names like pumpkin, or even a young girl chasing after a man that is 2/3 times her age. And it doesn't help to have GL laughing and saying gross all the time next to me, with her sweater as our protection against unsightly scenes -.-

Hm it's easy to break a routine, but it takes a much longer time to get back on the routine, because every time we try again, we have to muster up enough plan and determination to break away from our lazying condition and the idea that our planned routine is tiring. Maybe we could build a concrete routine through long-term practice, such that life feels uncomfortable without it, and constantly remind ourselves of our goals and task-fulfillment. Yea.

I don't like the way we decide without really considering both good and bad consequences of something, mapping out the aftermath, or how to ensure the wellness of both parties if the decision is final, and coming up with a best solution. Hm isn't that the way to be? Maybe all of us need to learn how to put aside our previous/ current opinions/ emotions, or whatever gossips we've heard before to be fair and effective. Actually I wonder if I'm even in a position to comment, but it really feels bad seeing the prospect of something ending up without a proper closure and hanging with loose ends. I think we have to cross some bridges to change the situation, but just let me have some time to think how to do it.

Happy Chinese New Year!
and don't forget my red packet money :p