Saturday, February 25, 2006
I think my family provides very good motivation for practising (no sarcasm). One refuses to come for the concert, whilst others dismiss my buzzing as "very irritating farting". My mum makes me mad (all alliteration!) when she keeps claiming the eupho is bleh, when it's just an excuse to say rather that my playing is ugh (haha there isn't even any more worse-meaning proper vocabulary to represent the state).
Today's indiv was productive. Not only did it not disturb my family since I was practising out of the upstairs window, (it disturbed my neighbours and conflicted with the funeral on the other side of the street-- i'm very sorry), it also brings on a lot of love for band music again (:. It is like one of the rarer times nowadays when I play out and actually get moved by the tune.
It's not that I don't know, it's not that I don't care. All I want is to believe in it working right.
