Friday, February 10, 2006
Mid-week was rush, rush and more rush, lack of sleep, lack of time. Hai MSN even adopted a new use: pure project work discussion for zerocarbon. Anw I unconsciously slept my way through assembly today under bright light, until Jas poked me when I was about to knock into the person in front, but I did feel much more energetic after that. And to imagine that there is still more stuff to battle and finish up, including the need to squeeze out time for a proper daily piano-practising routine. 58 more days, how inviting. Emotions, tone, volume, dynamics, triplets, long breaths, accents etc. = my playing is barely there. Hm even if we reach the so-called standard already, there's always something more to improve, it's just a matter of our perception of targets/ goals.
Why am I rattling off again? Somehow the drive for speed-completion always ends up making ppl not think fully before speaking. I'm really sorry if I have passed rather inappropriate remarks or rather haphazard conversations these days, will try to talk more sensibly. Human relations are so tedious because every one we meet is different hence we can never put a generalization on how to treat them. sigh.
Anyway I think it's still better to be optimistic. I will survive (: And so will all of us.
Btw, the solution plans to the problems I mentioned in the last post are hindered by uncompleted typing, hope it gets done soon.
Enjoy Thaipusam! (haha divya is going to walk around with milk jars over her head)
