Saturday, December 09, 2006
It's a fresh start (:
Hopefully a fresh new look will mean a fresh new method of self introspection, and a fresh approach to life.
Hm fresh is a nice word, because it doesn't denote that past blemishes are forgotten, just wiped off cleanly and more thoroughly. I guess kuan1 rong2 is the best word to carry through life, because despite man's imperfections and all, we still learn how to get on, and attempt to cleanse ourselves to become better people.
Moving on..
I thought my walk-the-entire-ECP nightmare was the last of its kind, but apparently not. Haha my new wep entails walking around different GRCs each day, and feeling elated when I finally see that plot of grass that's marked out on the map :P Tiring yes, but to think of it in the positive light, it's really a lot of practical lessons on speed map-reading and frantic shuffling of bus guide pages. Besides, its good to tour parts of Spore that were unknown to me before.
I can't recall the exact terms that Ms Zanele Makina used (at the convention), but here's what she said: "Always look into your good points when others try to put you down". It may sound odd and un-humbling at first, but when it comes to a critical time when such a situation crashes into the way, all you want and need is to think positive. My mum has been relentlessly driving into me how much better it might have been to be in the legal dept for wep instead, relaxing in the office and learning about macma like chuan but oh well what good will regret do to my performance on the current job? I shouldn't feel that I've lost out somehow in comparison with others, but rather gained in comparison with my past.
I dreamt yesterday night that Sweena came back from Taiwan and demanded why I hadn't done anything about RS ><, which is why I am seriously going to work on it now..
